Holiday is around the corner

Yes.....Holiday is just 2 days away...tis friday is my holiday. My holiday also dont seems tat I will be enjoying much. 19-21 December i will going for my SLDP camp at Bintan, I hope tat will b fun. Than e rest of the weeks i COMFIRM will be working my ass off just to earn money to pay for me BILLS. I just hope tat my appendix is fine, coz I also dont wish to waste my holiday in the hospital or even stay at hm. I'm currently having a pain at my appendix side...Hope its noting. Hope tat its just a pain tat will go aways someday. I rite now hv a thought of QUITING SCHOOL. Tis course is just to hard for me to continue, wat sould I do...should I just continue with my higher nitec or should I just stop and just go for my NS. I really dont know wat I should do...I hv alot of friends who is supporting me and asking me not to quit, they even told me, If I QUIT who are they going to turn 2 if they need help. Eveything will b diffrent if I not here with them. Tis is wat they say to me. They even say..do I think it's wasted tat I hv already gone 6 months and I wan to quit. I think so too...but I really really dont know wat i my decision. And if I quit sch...will my GOD-SIBLINGS still accept me as one of them, will they still wan to talk to me or even meet me outside. As i no longer in the sch and also no longer in SC. I really dont know wat I should do rite now...is there any sign out there to show me the correct way. I just hope tat even when I plan to leave. They will still b my GOD-SIBLINGS.....until here I can say...if I got more thing to say..do check my blog out.